A dedication....

what you really are... is not what you see yourself in the mirror..

what you really are... is not what you hear from others..

what you really are... is something for you to see... and see it from my eyes to know what you really are :)

The 3 mistakes of MY life

Keep watching this area.. Coming soon...

Stolen words ;)

My life.....

Its not that i wanted to be lonely...
Its not that i like to be lonely...

But each step i take forward in life..
The lonelier i get....

Man + Anger = Manager???

Certain things are hard to say... But then isn't that why we have blogs?? for people like me.. To just tell what you want.. Dedicated to.....

My last 2 yrs at office have been quite a learning experience...
(Phew!!! Can’t believe some lazy freak like me managed to survive in this competitive, messy world... May be there is a reason to this and thats why this blog...)
And like all people, I don’t know why, I too took some sadistic pleasure in those sweet insulting mails I used to fwd to my team... All those mails related to "Manager Bashing" (That’s the term coined by one of my friend to whom I used to copy all those mails..) I somehow enjoyed it, and am sure my manager must have enjoyed it too, for he would have related the mails to his manager : D
Makes me wonder why mangers are such a hated lot at the work place!!! The people whom we always think do nothing but, send mails and approve time sheets....

As the saying goes... You realize the importance of something, when you lose that thing... Today as I sit to write this, I don’t know if all managers are the same.. But for sure, my manager was somehow one amongst "THE BEST". And am sure most people who have known me ll agree with this for all those moments when I boasted about my manager...

And if anyone reading this is thinking that I am writing all this to "pataaify" my manager, na... you are wrong.. For I no more enjoy the privilege of working with that one person who gave me a whole lot of wisdom...

In my two years at office, I have always enjoyed my work to this day.. But not any more.. Today as I stepped into office, I could feel a new vacuum created around me, and not just me, I could see it on most faces....

I am reminded about the saying from the great poet kabir... “Convert all the trees in this world to paper, and still that would fall short in writing about the greatness of lord”

To me anyone who imparts knowledge, anyone who shows you the right direction is nothing short of that worldly figure... For its only someone who cares for you, who ll stop you when you are doing something wrong, and correct you and show you the right path..

And today I say.. “Convert all the area under the sky into a white board, and that would fall short in writing about this great person....” :)
And if I have come this far in my two years, and if I have achieved anything in this two years.. And if I have learnt something in this two years... All credit goes to this one great person....
None.. Other than that one and only manager of mine.. Vinay... Vinay you are always the best.... :)
And someday... would sure would like to work for you again.....

My Day Today

Home alone after a real long time. Thought would have loads of fun today. But ended up having a soar feat, and by evening it was getting worse. Finding it tough to even walk now. If all this physical agony was not enough for me, i was greeted by an even worse news when my friend called up. She is going thru some real tough moments in her life, and its a humbling sight to see her fight it out so hard all by herself. I hope she comes out this trauma and this phase at the earliest. And also pray that no one ever needs to see this bitter side of life!!!

Change

Survival of the fittest is a phrase which is a shorthand for a concept relating to competition for survival or predominance.

We need to change to be able to Survive in this world. We need to change the way we think, change the way we speak, change the way we live... We need to learn to move on with times, else we ll be killed in this stampede where where everyone around us are rushing ahead of us. We need to learn to move one.

The primary agent of change is the technological advancement. As history shows us, Changes are inevitable.

So today i changed my Blogger theme :) And as always there is this one person who helped me bring about this change.... She has been pivotal in bringing about lot of changes in me.....
She is that person who added a new dimension to my life, a new purpose to my life :)

Curious to know who that pretty lady of mine is??? :) i know a few of you who know me, might have guessed it by now.. And for the others...... She is somewhere around here.. Just look for her and you ll find her....