Sunday, April 15, 2007

I really had hurt someone....




It was a cold windy day..
I was all alone walking by the bay...
I had nothing to think but one...

I really had hurt someone...

It rained all night the day she left
The sun so hot; that i froze to death..
I cried 'n' cried when she parted...
I never guessed she was hard hearted....

I really had hurt my love....

Hid my face deep in the sand..
And covered it with my hand,,
How could i breathe the air around,
Which never carried her sound....

-fzl

Hard Reality of Life...




Fights are so common in life... its a part of everyday life... we fight we go apart, then we realize, repent and then again get back at times .... but then why do we even fight in the first place, when we know its not just the other person who gets hurt, we too get hurt.....

Lonliness.....



What makes us human is not our looks, its our gift of thinking... but this thoughts are also strange.. At times i feel though am crowded by people all around, amidst a big group, i still feel lonely.. nothing interests.
"that one thought in my mind drowns the world around me...." that one thought when it comes it always hurt...

Happiness



I searched for it in god... But it kept vanishing...

I searched for it in my prayers... But i never got any....

I searched for it in my solitude... But in vain..
I searched for it in my family... I found different shades...

I searched for it in my friends.... I found different faces...

I searched for it in my love.... I found my reflection...

I searched for it in my books... I felt illusive...

I searched for it in the beauty of mother nature.... It was fast fading..

I searched for it the silent lit night sky... It didn last...

But....
I searched for it in a kids smile, that innocent smile....

I realized, this is what that i have been searching for all my life,
Its something that no one can tamper, its something that no one can force.
Its something very pure... something very soothing... something which brings joy...

Its something that never fades.....

Its a moment for which i feel i ll live all my life....

A special moment...




There we were sitting together,
Lost in one another; Wonderful moments they were Which i ll cherish forever....

Her looks were enticing... And her looks inviting. The air around was craving, Craving, to carry her sound....